To the girl who doesnt love her body

If you're expecting or looking for another "God loves you as you are, you don't have to struggle anymore" blog about eating disorders, I may have to gently suggest that you leave this website. Or you can stay. It's up to you. Either way I'm still going to be way too honest here. Okay. Let's …

To the Girl Who Isnt Called to Traditional Ministry

I'll never forget my first job in a traditional ministry. Because well, I hated it. I'll also never forget this past summer, when I was floating on my back down the Ocoee River and thought to myself "this is home".. or when the Lord delicately whispered "this is who you are now, my love" as …

Every Kiss Begins with Redemption

Its April 28, 2018 and I'm sitting in the car with not only the boy I thought I'd never see again after three years of not talking.. but the boy I was about to kiss.. for his very first time. I remember questioning him the night we started dating and asking him if he was …

Let’s talk about sex, baby.

This blog has been sitting in the notes section of my phone for almost three months. I’ve been scrolling past it, pretending it wasn’t there. The Lord put this on my heart, but I really don’t want to write this. It’s kind of the last thing I want to do. What if someone judges me? …

Worth more than sparrows

I don’t like talking about my tattoos. It’s weird. But I have five and they are getting pretty hard to hide. I never talk about this tattoo on my wrist even though it's my second favorite one. Every time someone asks me about it, I always start to feel a little uncomfortable. But, it's one …

Gods Will Isn’t Glamorous and It’s Not About Us.

"Blessed are the poor in Spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they will be …

Conquering Fear

A lot of people don't know this about me, but when I started college, I was a theatre major with the plan of moving to LA after graduation in the hopes of becoming a famous actress. I wanted to be so many things in college. A forensic scientist, a detective, a famous rock climber, zoologist, …

Look up

I went through a really long season in dating where I would only date a certain kind of guy. He had to have blonde hair, blue eyes, be at least 6”2, love the outdoors, be older than me and have no intention of being an engineer. And I stuck to what I said. My first …

When God Clears Our Path

I remember sitting on my bed months ago being so frustrated with God. I was upset because I had all of these awesome things in front of me but He was telling me to hold off and not doing anything. I also had a lot of bad things going on and He wouldn’t take them …

Wild

This post is probably going to upset religious people and I feel like I'm going to say what a lot of christians are afraid to say. Just trying to start 2018 off right, ya know? Here we go: the church has absolutely worn me out. I'm getting to the point where I'm angry almost every …